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|Thursday, January 26th, 2006|
Not alot to talk about as of late. Ever. Whatever. Anyway, it's been awhile since I've had much of anything to talk about.
Got over the flu a few days ago, so that was good. I was sick for a couple of days, then really sick, then better. So, whoop-whoop for that, eh?
Anyhow! I should be finished with the make-up time I was having to do for my massage therapy classes this up-coming tuesday, then I'll be starting my internship which, hopefully, will be short and sweet. After that I can get my temporary license and I'll be (literally!) in business. Not sure where I want to work yet, or if I'll wait until I'm nationally licensed and move off somewhere to start working.
Life's been hectic as of late, or it feels like it anyway. I've been thinking a lot about what I wanna do in the next few years. It all feels like everythings rushing forward and I don't have any time to really do what I want to. As things are, I'm just trying to get myself established somewhere, get a place that's -mine- and start making a living. Secondary things I've thought about are my hobbies and interests, and what ones are actually things I want to continue pursuing.
I've been having trouble lately pinning down my interests or being able to point at one thing and say I enjoy it. It's strange. I feel... adrift. Like I don't really have anything I can hang onto and say 'This is me' or 'I've done this'. I don't know if it's depressing, or if I'm just apathetic about it.
Ah well. That's not all I have to say, but it's all I have to write.
-Rey Current Mood: thoughtful
|Thursday, December 15th, 2005|
|Sick 'n Tired
Ugh. Today has been positively horrid.
Last night before bed I was already sick. Threw up. Yadda yadda.
Today's been just a series of waking up long enough to down some water before passing out again. X.x
Bleah. Current Mood: sick
|Tuesday, December 13th, 2005|
So, today at school was my last evaluation before the internship (for my massage therapy training for those who don't know). I've been kinda nervous about it, since it's a one hour, full body routine on the guy that opened the school. I prayed a lot beforehand and just figured that I'd do the best I could. Psyched myself up. Tried to be 'Zen' about the whole thing.
Well... it worked! I finished up and he told me that all the strokes and everything felt really good, nothing that he could teach me would help 'em, it was just a matter of getting better the more I work. He also noticed a couple of the strokes that I've made up on my own and said that he liked the variation and that I should keep 'em in my routine.
So, all in all, I'm happy about how things went today, and I'm now convinced I can actually make money doing this. ;P Current Mood: chipper
|Monday, December 12th, 2005|
|Nothin' to Say
Well, it's mostly true, anyhow. I've got not positively pressing issues on my mind at the moment, though for some reason it -feels- like I do. Lord only knows why.
Went to church t'day. Good stuff. Went to work t'day. Sucked, but it pays. Sorta. They tell me they give me a paycheck every couple weeks, anyway. Dunn where the damn thing gets off to. >.> Bastard.
Lessee... been readin' a book called 'The Case for a Creator' lately which is turning out to be pretty nifty. Scientific arguments against Darwinism/Natualism. Making a case for intelligent design using science. The guys interviewed for it have some pretty impressive credentials, too! I'd recommend it.
Work this week is gonna prove to be tiresome. I've gotta close the kitchen on Monday, wednesday, friday, and saturday. That's a lot of long nights at Chuck E. Cheese for those of you who are uninitiated into the land of the food service industry. I'll get through it, though, 'cause I need the money for Christmas and some upcoming visits which I'm quite excited about.
Oh! And I watched Platoon the other night. I'd forgotten how much of an ass that Barnes guy was. Fuggin' shooting Elias and then not really even killing him so he hasta get shot by the VC too! Geez! X.x Tres suck, as the French would say.
Well... I'm really struggling for anything of interest to put in here and the above hardly qualifies anyway... Alas. I guess I'll end it here for the evening. Current Mood: good
|Thursday, December 8th, 2005|
|And just for kicks!
|What Your Underwear Says About You|
You have a lucky pair of underwear. And you wear it more than you should.
You're the type of guy who lets his girlfriend pick out his underwear.
|What kinda relationship is me?
|Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating|
You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.
Not so sure about all that, but, I'm sure blog thingies don't lie, right? ;P Current Mood: cheerful
|Monday, December 5th, 2005|
|Do ya think?
Do ya think that someone can be manic-depressive or bi-polar and be completely oblivious to the fact? I get the weirdest mood swings sometimes and I honestly have no idea why. It's so strange... I can come home from work and be perfectly happy, then, twenty minutes later I'm depressed. Or vice versa. I have no idea.
Anyway, I've not got much to go on about this evenin'. Not like I've got much of an audience to please either though, so hah! Ummm... I like pie. Current Mood: confused
|Sunday, December 4th, 2005|
|Sexiest kitchen ever.
So, I hate my job, which isn't like a huge epiphany for any average joe out there, but tonight I decided before going in that I'd just keep busy and that'd hopefully keep things from sucking as much. Basically I just cleaned. And cleaned. And cleaned the damn kitchen for the whole five and a hlaf hours I was at work. In any case, by the time I was done, it was totally the sexiest looking kitchen. Ever. Yeah.
No, really. If I were another kitchen, I'd sleep with it. Maybe.
Whatever! On the plus side of things, our GM came in and was talking to me and I asked him about maybe getting moved to maintenence, which he seemed to be considering. That'd mean more hours 'n stuffs. Which will be nice.
Downside (there always is!) is that while I was cleaning a knife I cut my thumb ;.; It hurt, but didn't bleed much, and we were done cooking for the night so I didn't get anything gross in anyone's pizza. Huzzah.
So yeah, that was my night. Fun stuff. Current Mood: tired
|Friday, December 2nd, 2005|
|Long time, no post.
Okay, so... this is pretty much proof of what I tell all my friends about -not- being able to keep up with these LJ things. Anyhow, someone else actually told me my username, so, here now we can update. Huzzah, hurrah, and all that jazz. Lovely time! Anyway, not much to say, and not many people to say it to, so I'll keep things short.
That about covers it. Maybe I'll get into habit and be able to say more, but this' a start for now. Current Mood: okay
|Thursday, March 10th, 2005|
So I just got back from eating and wandering around a sex shop with a friend of mine, pretty cool time I guess. We both sorta snickered at some of the names of the movies in there. Sexual pursuit! Hee! Anyway, yeah, MacD's and pornography. Tha place we found didn't have any real fetish gear though, which is what we were both really looking for, so that was a bummer. We looked up some places online though and we'll be checking those out tomorrow just because we have nothing to do over spring break. Hope everyone else is havin' a blast, wherever you guys are. Take care and all!
-Rey Current Mood: giggly
|Monday, March 7th, 2005|
|What's in a Name?
Whee! Four AM. It's spring break for me, so I've been playing night owl pretty much every night since this last thursday. I've still got a whole seven days more! Fun stuff. Well, anyhow, not a lot going on with me at the moment. Today I pierced my right ear (the left has been done for quite some time) with a safety pin. I actually couldn't grip my ear to finish the job, due to my fingers being wet from the stuff I used to disinfect everything, so I had to go next door and ask my RA to do it. He agreed, but I think it grossed him out, hehe. Anyway, tomorrow I'll be going to get something to stick in it aside from this dang safety pin. Fun! Ummm... not much more than that... Bleah! Whatever!
-Rey Current Mood: excited
|Thursday, March 3rd, 2005|
Today was fairly average. Psych test, woo. English class, yay. You know the drill. I did however get to go to an excellent hookah bar with some friends this evening/morning though. Really fun, just sitting around, smoking a little and talking politics and all that. I had a blast. I'm feeling really good is the short and sweet of it. My few chronic worries and most of my short-time ones gone for now. Yep... So... that's all for now. I'm tired and gonna hit the hay. Night folks!
-Rey Current Mood: cheerful
|Tuesday, March 1st, 2005|
Well, school was out today for a snowstorm that came through. By school I guess I should say classes, since that sounds more college-ish. Anyhow, point is I didn't have to do anything but sit around and play on MUCKs and that kind of fun stuff. Yay! I also bought some McDonald's... I think... that might've been yesterday. Ugh, I dunno. Anyhow, today was lazy and good.
I did have a brief bout of being stupid and lonely earlier on, which is normal in snowy/rainy weather as I really like that kind of weather and wish for someone to share with, or just call... something. Yeah, idiotic romanticism, what do I know! Still, it feels like crap, but I'm over so now I feel happy... or normal... something. I'll pick one of those little fox-mood-thingies that sounds good-ish. Anyhow, take care!
-Rey Current Mood: awake
|Sunday, February 27th, 2005|
okay, first bitchy, angsty entry and I'm only a day in. Well, what're journals for? I've just been feeling down ever since some stuff went on a day or so ago, and now I'm flat out upset. Yeah, I know, another weepy, depressed furry. Let me have my moment, please? I won't go into details, I'm just saying this sucks and I don't want to feel like it any more. Only problem is, the more I talk to friends about it, the more I end up crying. What the hell? Blah. I'm thinking I'm almost over it now, so whatever! I guess I'll live (sorry to disappoint some folks!). Oh yeah. I was supposed to make up a psych test today, but when I went, I must've missed the professor so I'll be doing that tomorrow. I hope. Wish me luck... Or just... pray. That'd be nice. I need all the help I can get in college. Ugh.
Much love! Current Mood: lonely
|First entry. Yeah.
Nothing too exciting to say right now. I just finally got around to doing this whole journal thing. I could never keep a paper one, maybe electronic will be easier. For anyone that decides they might wanna frequent here, sorry if I get a little bitchy at times, or whatever, but hey, what's a journal for? Anyhow, look around, enjoy. I'll try and post some actual thoughts and stuff another time. Hiyah! What? Current Mood: giggly